Back to kemaman...

Finally... Back to kemaman... 

Just met wit my friends.. Felt so good...
Bt still, some of them still haven back yet... 

Cant wait to see them... Sitting alone nw... 

Thk of them nw... haha... 91 gengz...

Thk of them too... KTJ gengz... hehe...

Nothing to write nw... will leave kemaman 2morrow oso... 

Outing..

Wake up at 8am.. after preparation, took a taxi from batang benar, took ktm...

Yeah, our destination, Mid valley.. hehe... 

Mid valley is like the 2nd home for ktj...

Y i said so? because us the nearest shopping centre for ktj student to go...

Many of them went there for window shopping, house trip and so on.

Yesterday, me and my friend..Tracia, Namirah, and Adeline went there together..

Of course nt left Sylvia.. she met wit us after her dentist appointment.. 

At 1st we were planning to watch the new released movie, Twilight New Moon.. 

Bt the end, we chose to shopping around there.. Girls interest..

                                        

Me and Namirah

Gether Gether.. Thats whats we always said...

An Hour pass by.. I had a sudden shock by my brother

he was telling me that my parents and him will met me at mid valley soon...  

I was really happy to hear that when he told me that..

Such a long time i haven meet my brother and my parents...Miss them so much.. hehe...

Had lunch with my friend at mc donald, as usual , mc chicken...

I cant wait for my family to come for me when i was told that they cant even find the parking lot..

Because yesterday is holiday, (hari raya haji), so many people going there..

Finally.. I met my family...I dont care what will happen, 

As i saw my mum, straight away run towards her, and hug her...

They were so hungry because they havent take their lunch plus they stuck in the car parking lots... 

We had our lunch in Manhattan Fish Market (if i nt spelling wrong)

Our lunch is really nice but also quite expensive.. 

Is the 1st time i having meal there.. haha... 

We went for shopping next.. hehe.. 

I bought a shirt from Romp.. i like the shirt... 

I was wanted to try more clothes there.. but i had to go back that time, because my friend they all wanted to go back already... 

I really enjoyed spent time with my friend and my family yesterday... hehe..

yesterday was a nice trip for me.. because i spent most of the time wit my family yesterday.. hehe..

We talk so many things when we meet each other.. hehe...

Especially my brother... We talk so much...Play so much there.. hehe..

Another thing, four more days...I m free from ktj for 1 month dy...

Yay!!!!!!!! Hooray!!!!!!!!

miss my friend from kemaman... goin to meet them soon... hehe...

After goin back kemaman, i thk i will be back to YC life again.. hehe...

Cant wait to go home.....

Yay.. 10 more days....

10 more days, i am coming back...
10 more days, kemaman, i m coming..
10 more days, no jail life for 1 month dy...
Mee mamak, Tom yam soup, roti canai..etc.. i m coming..
Dear 91 gengz and all my friends at kemaman, i m coming..
Coming home, coming home to see u again
Coming home to u
With the stars as my guide, i will be there as ur side... 
I m coming home...

When there are many things to do, really make u miserable..

Musical mix will be on 31 october..
good news.. will be a nice musical..
bad news, we have to rehearsal everyday...
There will be something bad comes to you while something good to you
We had our full rehearsal yesterday..
yesterday is public holiday, so we had 12 hour rehearsal at TNH...
Really tired and sleepy after the rehearsal..
My voice is become worst 2day... Bt had some chinese tea just nw..
Hopefully my voice had no prob on that day...
We had put a lot of effort on this musical
God, pls help us to finish this musical perfectly...
And we really need more practise to make sure that there is no mistake on that night..
I m suffering nw with my IELTS test..
I m so scared that i cant get a good grade for my IELTS test...
I have so many things to do, is make me more miserable..
I hate having exam! I knew that nobody will like exam... haiz..bt we cant change to what we want..
Is already fixed...
As time pass through,
15 anniversary, Internal exam, interact club activities waiting me... Huh...
When can i stop this all kind of activities?
But i love these all activities..
I can gain many benefits through all these activities..
Hopefully i can cope these all things perfectly...

Lovers...

Must a lover meet everyday?
Must a lover talk everyday?
I do not know the answer...
And i dont know why i will wrote this,
just something happen, and my mind suddenly told me to write this..
What is lover?
I dont thk everybody can answer me this question...
Even i cant also...
Bt, what i think is....
Lover must be understanding each other...
Lover mush tolerate each other..
There is no gap between each other...
Lover must hav a trust between them, if nt they wont be a nice couple..
Lover had to face a lot of problem...
If they cant face them, they wont be a nice couple..
For me, understanding and trust is the most important for maintain their relationship
With these, they can stay longer their relationship..
If one of them lost the trust for him or her, they wont stay longer..
If someone love u, and he/she didnt talk with you, doesn't mean that he/she didn't care about you
He/she maybe just don't like to express their feelings through mouth
But if u trust him, maybe he/she will do something at your back..
Maybe u won't know wat they do for u..
But u must try to understand him/her to know wat they do for u actually..
Some of the lovers didn't do anything... That is bad..
A couple have to sacrify some of their things..
Just because of their lover...
They must sacrify something in their life which maybe is important or not important
To show their love to their only lover...
I don't know what i say is correct or nt
But this is just my feeling through this...

How if see ur lover every moment?

They always met in school..
They have three same classes..
They had their meal together everyday..
They always walk together..
They have fun together..
They looks so sweet when being together..
Imagine.. How sweet they are?
sweet than honey? no.. more than that, of course..
Imagine.. How if can see ur lover every moment..
How sweet of a couple can be seen when they together..
Can oso be seen in their heart..

Music Trip

1st time i join music trip from our school

1st time i go Philharmonic hall

1st time i went out wit Alexandra and melissa

Because of this trip, i didnt hang out wit our geng in ktj at mid valley

Although this is nt the 1st time i go for a orchestra concert
But, i really have fun this time..
Although is just a short trip..
Bt i really enjoy that day... haha..
Is on sunday, 1200pm..
We went there by a van... it takes about an hour to reach there..
1st time i saw mr stuart drive..is unbelievable that he could drive a van.. haha...
what can said about his driving skill, not bad...hehe..
haha..
what can i say about this music trip.. is.. nice.. haha..

i really enjoy it.. haha..

Alexandra with me

Melissa with me..

Looks so happy ya.. haha..

After attend this nusic trip.. we have to go back.. nt even can stay longer at klcc.. too bad... But we had bought kfc while on the way go bac our school.. hehe... after we went back, having our dinner at imran house.. cool man.. 1st time i eat at guys house.. haha..

How if ur dreams and wishes comes true?

Everybody do have at least a dream or wish.. What will happen if our dreams and wishes comes true?

He, is a kind, friendly and caring person...
She, is a cute person...

He, is a likely person...
She, seldom talk to other people...expecially guys...

he had wait for chances for so long time...
He dont know wat she thk about him..
He try to be perfect in front of her..so thats he dont have any shortage...

She doesnt realize what is goin on between them..

On the 10-10-2009....

A very very very very special date for them...
Everything had changed...

He get as what he want..
She know what she want..and what she do actually...
She didnt as before..she had changed...

As before, her life, study, eat and sleep...
Nowadays, her life changed...study, eat, sleep, tuck shop, socialising...

Her life become more colourful because the person beside her...
His life become more interesting because he have her beside him...

Their life changed because of each other...
Although dunno until when this can stay...
Hopefully this can stay for a long time, and wish for 4ever also...
Wish they can happy forever!....

Love...

What is Love?
I dunno how to answer what it is..
Wat i know love is someone that will sacrified for someone...
Love not just exist between couples, it exist also between freinds and family...
Love from family is the warmest...
Y  i say so? I feel that... maybe i cant feel yet what is love between couples..
Sometimes i feel that love can be so complicated...
Love can make a lot of changes that u never realize...
Love can make a person feel so down
Love can make a person happy
Love can make a person do a lot of things that they were not suppose to do so
Love can make a person do something foolish things
Love can make a person cry, can make a person laugh
A simple word like this could make a person seriously changed....
Can make ppl drowning...or disappointed...
Thats call love....

I really miss my home...

My heart suddenly told me that i really miss everything in my home town...What should i do? I cant do anything... Is my mother's birthday 2day... I miss her so much.. Happy birthday mummy! I love U... So sorry about what i had done before to u... Seriously, I m not a good daughter, always nt hear ur advice, always said the bad things on u... Really sorry, Mum... U always the best in my heart..  Love u all the time, Mum!
Since i was went national service, i just realize that how much important my family are.. From that time, i just realize that my home was the safenest and the best in my world... After joined national service, i realize that my family was the most important in my life, no matter how good v are in our personality, I still feel that no such things that is important than my family... They let me feel the warm of having a family.. NO matter what happen to me, they always will be there to support me, although they are nt beside me... I know how much they love me... Suddenly my grandmother pass through my mind... she was also a caring person... Although she was nt here anymore.. bt i really miss her so much... I love u... Still remember when she was suffer when she had cancer... On that time, all of us were so down 4 that moment that she suffer... Until nw, I actually still cant believe that she is nt here anymore... I cant understand, Y sometimes when i wan something that is nice, nt everything i can get them all the time.. As time pass through, i just realize that we have to catch up every moment when u 2gether with ur family and friends.. U will regret if u didnt do that... I had regret so many times in my life, I dont wan regret for anything in my life anymore.. Hopefully things will become as well as i wish...

Sometimes we will feel tat they were doing the wrong things on you... Bt it is nt... We cant thk that... They are the only who is the most important in our life, We cant have a sweet family without them... what they did is just because of u, is for u... We must appreciate that we have a family that really cares 4 us..they will give their hands whenever we are having any problem... and also our needs...

Compare to the orphan, We are much better than that... We have foods that we need..Education... and so on...nobody will much better than them anymore.. They can even sacrified their things and trying to help us...whenever we need... Family... somebody doesnt care bout tis word at all, cox they dunno the important to have a good family... Bt for me, Family is everything.. Y i say so? Because i think that family give us choose the rite way, they give us have a comfortable life... haha..it is so much important to hav a good family...Wealth is not important, the most important thing is the relationship between us n our family... haha... it is hard to have a good family?

No, is nt... I have a good family as well.. I really love them..

they let me know how is important to have a good and sweet family...

They teaching me wat is right, wat is wrong.... hehe... Really miss my mama, papa and my brother...

Tats y i m here...

Brother, u such a very good brother for me...

although we will have some quarrel... Bt it made us more close to each other...

I Love U, Bro! haha..

Mum and Dad.. I miss u sooooooo much!!!!!

haha... thx for all the things tat u all made for me..

I will never forgt it..

haha..I LOVE U GUYS!!!!

House singing Competition

Here comes some memories... hehe... We had put a lots of effort on this competition... Finally....

 In my room, ready 4 house singing...

5 sweet, cute, n crazy girl here.. haha..

Me n Namirah... hehe...

Thanks Namirah, 4 takin picture 4 me.. hehe

haha...v always like to take pic...

3 playful Girl... haha... especially the middle 1... haha..

Somebody smile nicely, Somebody smile look like nt smiling...haiz...

Me n cute Xin yi...

Haha.. Socialising...

Say Cheese.....!

4 Cute girls here....

Yay! We get No 2nd! well done, jawahir house....!

Iu Week

Iu nite as known as International Understanding Day... Organised by interact club... i just known tis since i came tis school... v have mufti day.. everybody hav to wear their chosen clothes as required...haha.. tis year, v hav to wear a clothes tat is combined by a modern thing n old thing...it shows the clothes from past n nw.. haha.. tis is wat i wear on tat day...hehe.. actually i didnt prepared well on tis.. i just grabbed anything tat is special 4 me, and just wear it.. haha..my fren, saiful get the champion on the mufti day.. he wore like harry potter.. nice 1... haha...after tis event, i was really interested to join interact club.. i did join.. haha..n nw.. i m 1 of the interact club members... hope i will hav fun in the next activities v having..

Induction Nite

Havin induction week in my school on the 2nd week i enter my school.. is compulsory 4 every 6 formers to join.. V really hav fun as well.. Games, performance all have 1 word to say... NICE!!! I really enjoyed it as well.. all the lower 6 student are split to groups to make a performance as well.. well, my group did dance performance.. a korean dance...'nobody nobody but u!' haha..Nobody by wondergirls... hahaha.. evrybody hav to wear skirt including GUYS!!! haha...looks so funny when v dance.. bt i dun thk v did well in our performance..somebody doesnt put effort on tat, maybe they did nt care bout tat... bt some of us really put their effort on our performance.. at least v show wat v gt at last.. hahaha..it is over... hehe...of course, v r nt the champion.. the champion is the group tat sing 'Pokerpace' song.. haha..they really did well in their performance... they deserved it.. haha..others group oso nt bad, they really shown tat they did well prepared in their performance.. i enjoyed watching their performance.. haha...

Wats Friendship are?

Is Friendship Important?
I know everybody will answer this question is YES!
my answer also the same...
BT, i wanna ask a Question..
Must friends meet with each other everyday?
My opinion, the answer is NO...
A friendship, will never end if our heart
still believe there is a friendship between each other..
I know tat v r nt always meet each others..
Bt my heart will never forget u all...
I promise, never...
I know tat i gt do something tat maybe really hurt u...
Bt i didnt means to hurt u...
Sorry, if i hurt u...
Say sorry maybe cant make u forgive my mistake...
Bt i will try hard to maintain our friendship...
Maybe once aday u will change or i will change...
Bt i really hope tat our friendship will never end...
Till the last breath...

Come back to KTJ..

Got 5 days exeats, finally come back again to ktj...reach KLIA at 11+..then took airport taxi to ktj...2morrow will have new timetable 4 my subject dy, i guess so...since i hav nt much choices tat i can make..i choose acct, maths, econs, music n IELTS as my subject...i really hope tat i can cope them very well, coz i thk tat i m a slow learner, bt as i know,is very very hard to get good result in a-level...haiz... i must study hard to get good result, i cant dissapointed my parents anymore...as before, i didnt study hard to get good result in my spm...so, i get a bad result in spm, haiz...sooo sorry mum...haiz...hope i really can change myself in ktj la...if nt will make my parents worry...

Tis week goin bac to home town..Yippie!

A week gone dy...2nd week cumin...Tis week lower 6 form have induction...Yesterday v played some games tat organised by upper 6 form..their games quite nice..make me hav an unforgetable moment..haha..Their games quite fun 4 me, such as v hav to use an apple,to kick the ball...at 1st i thought tat it is easy to handle, bt tats nt the truth.. haha..the guys doin better than the girls as i saw.. 2day v will hav painting at the 6 form centre, i was wondering how it is..haha..i was so exicted tat i can go bac to my hometown tis friday..i will see my brother who was change his hair style...had been a long time didnt see my bro dy..haha..so...miss him...bt tis time when i m goin bac, i thk our 91 gengz tat were study at outstation haven cumin bac yet.. i miss them a lot.. still remember our past memories at our hometown..goin zoo, hang around, having high tea n a lots of funny thing pass through my mind..i will never forget it..love u guys,91 gengz...

1st week in my ktj's life..

Since have a long time i didnt update my blog..cox i was busy wit my school stuff...In ktj 4 a week dy.. So far still ok...At the 1st day, I got a bit scared tat i cant suit myself into tis kind of life, as my school is called as k.t.jail..hahaha..i also scared tat bout my roommate how is she, n whether is a friendly person, as i look 4 my room, i knew my roommate, tracia.. she is a nice, friendly n a beatiful person.. tat time i was thinking: huh...she is a bn scholars...as i know is hard to get bn scholarship..i m sure tat she is a smart girl...v always be 2gether when havin our meal.. sometimes v havin the same class also..she is taking double math, econ n geog, while i m taking math, econ, acct n music.. i thk most probably v wont get the same class since our final decision in takin subject is differrent..still remember when i was go into my house,jawahir house, i meet wit our house matron...i hav to fill up some forms, n find my rooms..luckily i m nt live in the highest floor, as i know would be hotter than lower floor...the 2nd day i in ktj, havin assembly...our principal name is called walter jones...1st time i saw him, my opinion, he is a kind person..hehe...to day v havin holiday, bt v still hav prep time on sunday...1 thing i hav to say is ktj's food is nice..expecially their fish n chip... hahaha...i thk i will become fatter than before after studying in ktj...hahaha...so miss everything in my home... bt so far still ok 4 me to suit in ktj's life...hope i can have a better life in ktj..haha..as i hav to stay here 4 2 years...hehe..i choose acct, econ, math, n music as my final decision becoz i know tat, if i taking geog, i thk i wont be able to cope it,i m nt confident wit tis subject becoz i haven learn geog as my basic before since after pmr...is kind if like boring also havin music lessons alone..bt luckily my music teacher, mr stuart so far is good 4 my lessons...hehe...i like my math teacher, mr. venga...i knew him when i was playing badminton on wednesday..he was as my coach there..haha...he is a kind person...our teacher had their own personalities...i knew ms sara becoz she is handling all stuff of sixth form student.. as she had in our class, there will hav a lots if funny stuff... haha.. she even make cookies 4 us oso.. wat she made was delicious! haha.. 1st week in ktj, i will never forget it..i had knew many friends here...i hav my memories wit them here..i really enjoyed it..