When there are many things to do, really make u miserable..

Musical mix will be on 31 october..
good news.. will be a nice musical..
bad news, we have to rehearsal everyday...
There will be something bad comes to you while something good to you
We had our full rehearsal yesterday..
yesterday is public holiday, so we had 12 hour rehearsal at TNH...
Really tired and sleepy after the rehearsal..
My voice is become worst 2day... Bt had some chinese tea just nw..
Hopefully my voice had no prob on that day...
We had put a lot of effort on this musical
God, pls help us to finish this musical perfectly...
And we really need more practise to make sure that there is no mistake on that night..
I m suffering nw with my IELTS test..
I m so scared that i cant get a good grade for my IELTS test...
I have so many things to do, is make me more miserable..
I hate having exam! I knew that nobody will like exam... haiz..bt we cant change to what we want..
Is already fixed...
As time pass through,
15 anniversary, Internal exam, interact club activities waiting me... Huh...
When can i stop this all kind of activities?
But i love these all activities..
I can gain many benefits through all these activities..
Hopefully i can cope these all things perfectly...

Lovers...

Must a lover meet everyday?
Must a lover talk everyday?
I do not know the answer...
And i dont know why i will wrote this,
just something happen, and my mind suddenly told me to write this..
What is lover?
I dont thk everybody can answer me this question...
Even i cant also...
Bt, what i think is....
Lover must be understanding each other...
Lover mush tolerate each other..
There is no gap between each other...
Lover must hav a trust between them, if nt they wont be a nice couple..
Lover had to face a lot of problem...
If they cant face them, they wont be a nice couple..
For me, understanding and trust is the most important for maintain their relationship
With these, they can stay longer their relationship..
If one of them lost the trust for him or her, they wont stay longer..
If someone love u, and he/she didnt talk with you, doesn't mean that he/she didn't care about you
He/she maybe just don't like to express their feelings through mouth
But if u trust him, maybe he/she will do something at your back..
Maybe u won't know wat they do for u..
But u must try to understand him/her to know wat they do for u actually..
Some of the lovers didn't do anything... That is bad..
A couple have to sacrify some of their things..
Just because of their lover...
They must sacrify something in their life which maybe is important or not important
To show their love to their only lover...
I don't know what i say is correct or nt
But this is just my feeling through this...

How if see ur lover every moment?

They always met in school..
They have three same classes..
They had their meal together everyday..
They always walk together..
They have fun together..
They looks so sweet when being together..
Imagine.. How sweet they are?
sweet than honey? no.. more than that, of course..
Imagine.. How if can see ur lover every moment..
How sweet of a couple can be seen when they together..
Can oso be seen in their heart..

Music Trip

1st time i join music trip from our school

1st time i go Philharmonic hall

1st time i went out wit Alexandra and melissa

Because of this trip, i didnt hang out wit our geng in ktj at mid valley

Although this is nt the 1st time i go for a orchestra concert
But, i really have fun this time..
Although is just a short trip..
Bt i really enjoy that day... haha..
Is on sunday, 1200pm..
We went there by a van... it takes about an hour to reach there..
1st time i saw mr stuart drive..is unbelievable that he could drive a van.. haha...
what can said about his driving skill, not bad...hehe..
haha..
what can i say about this music trip.. is.. nice.. haha..

i really enjoy it.. haha..

Alexandra with me

Melissa with me..

Looks so happy ya.. haha..

After attend this nusic trip.. we have to go back.. nt even can stay longer at klcc.. too bad... But we had bought kfc while on the way go bac our school.. hehe... after we went back, having our dinner at imran house.. cool man.. 1st time i eat at guys house.. haha..

How if ur dreams and wishes comes true?

Everybody do have at least a dream or wish.. What will happen if our dreams and wishes comes true?

He, is a kind, friendly and caring person...
She, is a cute person...

He, is a likely person...
She, seldom talk to other people...expecially guys...

he had wait for chances for so long time...
He dont know wat she thk about him..
He try to be perfect in front of her..so thats he dont have any shortage...

She doesnt realize what is goin on between them..

On the 10-10-2009....

A very very very very special date for them...
Everything had changed...

He get as what he want..
She know what she want..and what she do actually...
She didnt as before..she had changed...

As before, her life, study, eat and sleep...
Nowadays, her life changed...study, eat, sleep, tuck shop, socialising...

Her life become more colourful because the person beside her...
His life become more interesting because he have her beside him...

Their life changed because of each other...
Although dunno until when this can stay...
Hopefully this can stay for a long time, and wish for 4ever also...
Wish they can happy forever!....

Love...

What is Love?
I dunno how to answer what it is..
Wat i know love is someone that will sacrified for someone...
Love not just exist between couples, it exist also between freinds and family...
Love from family is the warmest...
Y  i say so? I feel that... maybe i cant feel yet what is love between couples..
Sometimes i feel that love can be so complicated...
Love can make a lot of changes that u never realize...
Love can make a person feel so down
Love can make a person happy
Love can make a person do a lot of things that they were not suppose to do so
Love can make a person do something foolish things
Love can make a person cry, can make a person laugh
A simple word like this could make a person seriously changed....
Can make ppl drowning...or disappointed...
Thats call love....

I really miss my home...

My heart suddenly told me that i really miss everything in my home town...What should i do? I cant do anything... Is my mother's birthday 2day... I miss her so much.. Happy birthday mummy! I love U... So sorry about what i had done before to u... Seriously, I m not a good daughter, always nt hear ur advice, always said the bad things on u... Really sorry, Mum... U always the best in my heart..  Love u all the time, Mum!
Since i was went national service, i just realize that how much important my family are.. From that time, i just realize that my home was the safenest and the best in my world... After joined national service, i realize that my family was the most important in my life, no matter how good v are in our personality, I still feel that no such things that is important than my family... They let me feel the warm of having a family.. NO matter what happen to me, they always will be there to support me, although they are nt beside me... I know how much they love me... Suddenly my grandmother pass through my mind... she was also a caring person... Although she was nt here anymore.. bt i really miss her so much... I love u... Still remember when she was suffer when she had cancer... On that time, all of us were so down 4 that moment that she suffer... Until nw, I actually still cant believe that she is nt here anymore... I cant understand, Y sometimes when i wan something that is nice, nt everything i can get them all the time.. As time pass through, i just realize that we have to catch up every moment when u 2gether with ur family and friends.. U will regret if u didnt do that... I had regret so many times in my life, I dont wan regret for anything in my life anymore.. Hopefully things will become as well as i wish...

Sometimes we will feel tat they were doing the wrong things on you... Bt it is nt... We cant thk that... They are the only who is the most important in our life, We cant have a sweet family without them... what they did is just because of u, is for u... We must appreciate that we have a family that really cares 4 us..they will give their hands whenever we are having any problem... and also our needs...

Compare to the orphan, We are much better than that... We have foods that we need..Education... and so on...nobody will much better than them anymore.. They can even sacrified their things and trying to help us...whenever we need... Family... somebody doesnt care bout tis word at all, cox they dunno the important to have a good family... Bt for me, Family is everything.. Y i say so? Because i think that family give us choose the rite way, they give us have a comfortable life... haha..it is so much important to hav a good family...Wealth is not important, the most important thing is the relationship between us n our family... haha... it is hard to have a good family?

No, is nt... I have a good family as well.. I really love them..

they let me know how is important to have a good and sweet family...

They teaching me wat is right, wat is wrong.... hehe... Really miss my mama, papa and my brother...

Tats y i m here...

Brother, u such a very good brother for me...

although we will have some quarrel... Bt it made us more close to each other...

I Love U, Bro! haha..

Mum and Dad.. I miss u sooooooo much!!!!!

haha... thx for all the things tat u all made for me..

I will never forgt it..

haha..I LOVE U GUYS!!!!

House singing Competition

Here comes some memories... hehe... We had put a lots of effort on this competition... Finally....

 In my room, ready 4 house singing...

5 sweet, cute, n crazy girl here.. haha..

Me n Namirah... hehe...

Thanks Namirah, 4 takin picture 4 me.. hehe

haha...v always like to take pic...

3 playful Girl... haha... especially the middle 1... haha..

Somebody smile nicely, Somebody smile look like nt smiling...haiz...

Me n cute Xin yi...

Haha.. Socialising...

Say Cheese.....!

4 Cute girls here....

Yay! We get No 2nd! well done, jawahir house....!

Iu Week

Iu nite as known as International Understanding Day... Organised by interact club... i just known tis since i came tis school... v have mufti day.. everybody hav to wear their chosen clothes as required...haha.. tis year, v hav to wear a clothes tat is combined by a modern thing n old thing...it shows the clothes from past n nw.. haha.. tis is wat i wear on tat day...hehe.. actually i didnt prepared well on tis.. i just grabbed anything tat is special 4 me, and just wear it.. haha..my fren, saiful get the champion on the mufti day.. he wore like harry potter.. nice 1... haha...after tis event, i was really interested to join interact club.. i did join.. haha..n nw.. i m 1 of the interact club members... hope i will hav fun in the next activities v having..

Induction Nite

Havin induction week in my school on the 2nd week i enter my school.. is compulsory 4 every 6 formers to join.. V really hav fun as well.. Games, performance all have 1 word to say... NICE!!! I really enjoyed it as well.. all the lower 6 student are split to groups to make a performance as well.. well, my group did dance performance.. a korean dance...'nobody nobody but u!' haha..Nobody by wondergirls... hahaha.. evrybody hav to wear skirt including GUYS!!! haha...looks so funny when v dance.. bt i dun thk v did well in our performance..somebody doesnt put effort on tat, maybe they did nt care bout tat... bt some of us really put their effort on our performance.. at least v show wat v gt at last.. hahaha..it is over... hehe...of course, v r nt the champion.. the champion is the group tat sing 'Pokerpace' song.. haha..they really did well in their performance... they deserved it.. haha..others group oso nt bad, they really shown tat they did well prepared in their performance.. i enjoyed watching their performance.. haha...